God is Nothing

In these times of meaninglessness and despair, I've found meaning in one of the most unlikely places: mathematics. While for many, mathematics remains a cold, mechanical subject we're forced to study in school, it has become, for me, not only an academic passion, but a language for exploring life's deepest existential questions. What follows are reflections drawn from my personal journey—meditations on an existential crisis that began in childhood, and on the profound ways that mathematics and mysticism have intertwined to help me make sense of God, Infinity, and Nothingness.